Rabu, 17 Juni 2009

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nice dei....nice weather....

why i can't feel the cheerful mood??

feel like I wanna go far2 away home...to a place where I can weep as long as I can...

dee, when I am happy, why I should remember all saddest things that actually had laid deep in the bottom of my heart?

dee, why it is so hard to forget and forget past mistakes??? I wanna do that....but it's so hard....even though I always remind myself that everyone can make mistakes, and everyone can have dark life in the past, but I can't deny that my heart sumtimes can't accept that!

dee, it is as if I'm being a blind person...I might not see colors, but I certainly can feel "blue"

I really wanna know the secret of forget and forgive...how it's so hard for me???Though I know that my lord, Allah, always gives his forgiveness to people who have great sins...

why it is so difficult for me???what should I do to clean my heart from this bad feeling???

3 komentar:

Jhoni20 mengatakan...

waduh.....jeritan hati kayaknya!!!!
ada caranya biar selalu ceria......jangan mengingat yang sedih....berkumpulah dengan orang yang bisa membuat deeny bahagia!!!!!
kalo sendiri jg bengong....bukan biar gak sedih, tapi biar gak kesambet ajah.....hehehe!!

deeny bunny mengatakan...

wah....bli jhoni emg jagonya ngaci saran2 yg tobh abies!!!
Iya, bli, deeny tue emg pesimis...gmpang down klu ada masalah...ampe sobatku bilang klu aq pnya kcenderungan bunuh diri hwehehe...
Siep deeee....Deeny bkal brgaul ma org2 yg ga bkin sedih...
Thx ya Bli!!!

gRe2n DiaRy...^_^ mengatakan...

futu bau ye...eh balu maksudnya..
hemmm kata madam ivan cih nice to meet u..^_^
kataqw juja nice to meet yu tu..hoho

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