Kalau cinta jgn ragu-Dee,aq pny tmen akrab..Kmrn dia tnya sama aq,pertanyaan yg sma yg sring dia tnyain ke aq..Dia tanya,"kamu yakin gag sama cowokmu?Km yakin gag low hubungan kalian akn berakhir d pernikahan.."

Sambil tersenyum simpul,aq jawab,"aq yakin bgt,sgt yakin sama dia..Aq jg yakin hub kami akan mengarah kesana..Knapa km tanya kaya gitu?Gimana dgn km sendiri?"
Dan temenq menjawab,jawaban yg sma yg srg dia ungkapin ke aq..,"Kok kamu bisa seyakin itu ma cowokmu..Klu aq,Jujur,aku gag yakin sama cowokq..Aq gag yakin hub km bsa sampe ksana..Aq gag yakin nantiny aq sama dia."

Dee,kenapa ya ada org yg mencoba utk tetap bersama,padahal dlm hatinya gag pernah ada keyakinan bahwa hub itu akan langgeng..Lalu apa gunanya hub itu buat dia?Apa cuma buat ngisi waktu ato buang2 waktu aja?Dan dlm ketidakpastian itu,ternyata dia masih mencari cinta yg lain..Lalu dimana kesetiaan itu berada?What's it worth for,then?

Dee,sungguh aq gag ngerti sama sekali..

Dee, yesterday I got sumthing 2 think about...Sumthing I never realized be4... Qw bner2 gag tau msti gmana pas itu...
Awalnya,,qw gy mw sholat d sbuah mesjid...pas gy mw wudhlu, ada 2org ibu2 (tow eyank2) yg lg antre mw k toilet...
Mgkin krna gag ada krjaan, ibu2 ntu liatin aq yg lg wudhlu...
Pas ntu sbenere qw gag sadar, ampe pas qw uda sls wudhlu tiba2 bahuku di colek, n tue ibuk (eyank) ngomong gini, "Mbak, muuph ya...klu wudhlu itu jgn kanan kiri kanan kiri, misale tangan kanan dibasuh 3x dlu, bru k tngan kiri...Itu yg bner"
Dee, syok abies aq dgituin...Slama idup aq gag pernah ada yg protes dgn caraQ wudhlu...Sejak di TPA, ustadq ngajarin qw wudhlu spt yg aq lakuin slma nie, pas ujian praktek agama qw lu2s dgn praktek wudhlu spt biasanya....
So, am I wrong in my way???
Meski aga mangkel, aq cuma mengiyakan ibu2 yg negur aq n berlalu dg sopan.... Satu hal yg qw tau, di Islam ada banyak aliran,,,n qta gag isa nyela satu sama laen....Coz org punya kpercayaan n kyakinan beda2, n gag ada yg boleh memaksakan pendapat bhwa dia yg plg benar...
Well, paling gag dari kjadian nie qw tau ada cara laen dlm mnjalankan perintah2Nya...

Dee, I really dunno why...I got a job, but I did not like it.... It is not becoz I am a perfectionist or what, but I think this job is not suitable for me... I am still trying to like this job, but I just feel depressed... I miss my little hometown, I miss the friendly environment there... I miss my family, my friends, and of course my hubby sweetheart...

alhamdulillah...
that's d first word I said in my gaduation day...

Allah has given so many blessing that I can finish my study in d estimated time n get satisfactory grade...

This is also because of my loving parents, my family, my best friends, and my lover who alwiz give me support n spirit...

After all, I am so lucky...

Now this is my time 2 face d real world:)

PS: Finally, my lover has asked 4 permission from my parents 2 marry me in d next 2years...hopefully Allah will keep our heart n love till d time...

Dee, today i join jobfair 2 get good n proper job 4 me (since my parents do not allow me 2 go 2 Bekasi). I make 6 application letter n do 1 walk in interview 2day. Dunno why, but I'm so sensitive with the interviewer questions...Seems he wanted 2 make me down hu hu hu....T_T
Well, I little bit pessimistic about d result...just pray 2 Allah n wait...